"In early childhood, you lay the foundation of poverty or riches, in the habits you give your children."
Mrs. Lydia Child, The American Frugal Housewife
"Therefore, the first rule, and the most important of all, in education is, that a mother govern her own feelings, and keep her heart and conscience pure."
Mrs. Lydia Child, The Mother's Book
Oh, how I feel the weight of these statements as I wrestle with my own feelings and keeping my conscience pure. What are the habits that I have given my own precious children? Are they worthy ones? No, not all of them. Rooting them out at this age is proving to be as difficult as rooting them out of my own heart. Habits can be a constant struggle, when you are trying to change them, especially at my age. Fortunately, I do have a compassionate Savior. He sympathizes with my weaknesses. Only through Him can I overcome and hope to be the mother my children need. I feel trapped by my habits. I must not allow them to be my ruin!

